I am getting to the point where I question if being over worried is even normal at all. I am always worried and paranoid and insecure, usually because of very petty things. Sometimes, for no reason at all. I hate this because I always end up not smiling and worse, in tears because of the minute things that I overthink. At the moment, it is all about further education. My friends are beginning to get interviews and being accepted to technical schools, surely it is getting closer to what I am worried the most. Sigh. It's so stupid lah.....